MISS



Miss a person but cant go find the people is really hard...
For me didn't meet or see dao you a few second will super miss,worry and nervous...
Why will like this just cause one reason...
I think you know too,cause I have say to you before...
At first I know that miss a person really very suffer when cant meet the person...
You have so miss me or not...
I really not sure...
But I hope that you have...
Miss a person really hard to desribe...
Even how miss just could bear the miss...
Need to bear the miss until how long only could meet you I really don't know...
Sometimes I really want speak loud to you that I really cant bear anymore...
I REALLY VERY MISS YOU VERY MUCH...
But I not dare to tell you cause really have no idea to solve I don't miss you...
Sometimes I also will ask myself why I so miss you...
Finally I know that I miss you is cause I LOVE YOU...
Haiz~
Say so much I also cant bear to miss you...
Haiz~
Just want say that
I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!

Heart Pain





Haiz~
One day sudden happen much things...
I cant bear it at all...
Undang exam fail...
Seem very useless cause study for much day still get those result...Hate myself...
After go midvalley alone,train delate for 1 hours...Haiz~
Super bad lucky...
Reach there really have no mood for shopping and watch movie...
Sudden when back time was happen something...
The thing let me feel sum tong,suffer,sad,cry...
I don't know want how...
Inside the train I bear to don't drop eye tail,I keep bear,keep bear,keep bear...
The eye tail was going drop on but keep cool down myself,to let myself relax...
But when think must wait until two week,until we start study only could meet and contiunes the relationship,my heart feel pain and suffer...
Two week for me was too long even two second didn't meet you...
Sudden happen those thing have many plan have to stop...
26th have to cancel,27th was the important have to cancel...
Even the 100th days too...
Haiz~After reach kajang ktm I quick walk of the ktm...
Cause I really cant bear the eye tail is droping...
While the eye tail droping,the heart also blooding...
It was very pain and suffer,how come you call me to wait for the two week until school reopen...
For me two second already was problem...
I really don't know I could bear or not...
The eye tail keep drop I feel very imcompent,I want stop at half way to contiunes cry...
But sudden going to knock by car...
But why that car don't straight knock maybe I wouldn't feel pain and suffer anymore...
I cant bear to cry and heart blooding...
But I wait until very long my daddy havent come,I havent stop cry until the nose blooding too...
Why the health also need to bring trouble for me...
I not dare told my daddy what was happen...
I just could find lisa...
Anyway thank you help and told me everything...
I think my emotions still need to control...
Much unhappy thing was happen on today...
Heart pain,suffer,blooding and so still remain...
Keep cry until non-stop...
I still could bear until so long...?

SPM~



Finally going finish our SPM......
Still have one day of chiness exam,we form 5 could free already.......
Actually can't say free already is start our new war again......
This war have relationship with our future......
After SPM we still have many thing wait-ING us to do.....
After the last day exam don't know when we only could meet again......
We have our own thing need to do after that......
Much of us is prepare-ING for intake early......
Some of us is prepare-ING for work first........
Actually how was me I still don't know,have no idea at all.......
What course should I going to take.........
I never never never know it.......
Just have follow what had my daddy choose........
Many choice for me but never have one I love most..........
I was tired for exam already now giving me many choice of course that I should take one........
Really very very very tired......
Could let me rest and relax first.....????
Haiz~SPM already bring problem for me,now take course also bring problem.......
What courseould take....???
Bio-tec,business and finase,account and finase,doctor...????
Don't know......
Haiz,I think wait finish SPM only think again bah.......
Very headache and tired~