Unforgetable day~
(29/9/2009)



Today have a big big big thing make me feel very happy.......
I wouldn't forget this day.......
If was very IMPORTANT and very UNFORGETABLE day........
I very LOVE this day~
Shhhhhhhhhh.........
But i wouldn't tell-ING your all..........
Hehe~
Cause it was sceret......Haha~
Anyway i LOVE this day too much~
That thing i wouldn't forget......
I will remember FOREVER.......
LOVE IT~
My birthday was com-ING soon......
I just HOPE my birthday that day i will get what i want.......
And HOPE that people will give me some reward......
Haha~
HOPE have a UNFORGETABLE the birthday for this year........
Anyway LOVE this day.......



P/S: I was very happy so write the thing maybe got abit abnormal.......

Sorry for late come the wish for my 002.......





That day(25/9/2009)is my team the 002 birthday.........
Before 002 birthday i was decide bake a birthday cake for 002.....
And that was i first time bake birthday cake for my friend.........
So very scare about that cake will very hard to eat......
But i also done that cake,and have someone telling me that easy way to bake that cake......
Cause if i follow that recipes bake sure bake until next morning........
Finally i done that cake with that new way and have a important people helping me..........
I was feel very happy because of that people help-ING me bake that cake and can't even eat that cake.........
Some more went to that house and disturb-ING that people rest........
I feel very sorry and thank to that people.......
And that time was going hurt it that people toes.......
Cause of i rush of time wanted go back and take that cake from the table never see have a knife until that cake.........
So that knife drop down that table and hurt it that people leg abit already..........
Some more wanted that people help-ING me carry that oven.......
Its was so heavy........
I'm so sorry to that people.......
Anyway,i also must thank you......
Love you so much......muackz~
The next morning 10 o'clock go fetch oo4 from supermarket.......
Cause of suddenly have someone don't want having breakfast with me..........
Haiz~
So me also didn't having breakfast then go find 004......
After that,we reach 003 the house and perpare all thing......
Then 004,003 and 008 was design put that cream and other thing on that cake.......
Finally we design finish then put into refrigerator.......
Then 1o'clock time we went to 002 house and wanted give him surpise.......
So we decide light the candle in the car but when get down from the car the fire was gone........
So that we just could light inside again.........
Then we wait-ING 002 open door for us but wait until very long.........
Some more wanted us stand under so violent the sunlight there......
We feel very hot and want die.........
Finally 002 was open that door and 002 the first feeling is shock-ING........
Haha~
He was just wake up by his's brother cause of we suddenly appear at his house.........
Then we sing birthday song to 002 and took alot of picture.......
Then we having that hand make the birthday cake together.........
After we seem like kid hold-ING the junk food and watch-ING movie.......
That was the first time we saw 002 the LADY GAGA........
Haha~
Her show was very prefect........
After that,004 wanted went home and we also don't want distrub-ING 002 rest.......
Cause he was sick.........
Today the surpise birthday was well done but i still feel unhappy.........
Cause not all of us com-ING,Haiz~
Nevermind.....hope next time we still have surpise birthday again.........
Bye~
Love your all~muackz~
Happy birthday,002~

HATE IT~

I VERY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!

WHY MUST SO RUDE????????

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????

I HATE PEOPLE RUDE AND SOME MORE HATE MYSELF SO RUDE

WHAT GOING ON?????

WHY BE SO RUDE??????

CAN'T EVEN POLITENESS

WHAT WAS HAPPEN???????

IF HAVE SOMETHING HAPPEN ALSO NOT NEED SO RUDE

JUST POLITENESS ABIT GO AND SETTLE ALL THING

SO RUDE HAVE USE?????

NO!!!!!!!!!SOME MORE USELESS!!!!!!!

WHY LIKE THIS??????

HATE IT!!!!!!!!HATE IT VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!

DON'T EVEN TRY TO SO RUDE IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!

ESPECIALLY I CARE THE PEOPLE!!!!!!

I DON'T WANT SO TIRED GO AND HATE PEOPLE

SO DON'T DO THAT

HOPE YOUR ALL UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAY

I'M SERIOUS

AND ALSO DON'T MAKE ME ANGRY AND BE SO RUDE

I VERY HATE IT

REMEMBER DON'T TRY TO DO

HATE~

I ALREADY TELL YOUR ALL
WHY STILL WANTED WASTE MY TIMES SAY AGAIN
I WOULDN'T LIKE TO BLAME OR SCOLD YOUR ALL AT HERE
BECAUSE I WOULDN'T HAVE ANY QUANLIFICATION
AND I WOULDN'T LIKE SAY SOME MUCH AT HERE
I DOESN'T WANT TO WASTE MY TIME AND SPIRIT TO SAY TO YOUR ALL
WHAT I WANTED SAY ALREADY SAY WHEN MEET YOUR ALL TIME
WHAT SHOULD SAY AND DO I ALREADY DO
PLEASE JUST LEFT ME ALONE
PLEASE~
I VERY TIRED,LAZY,BORED,NO MOOD AT THOSE ALL THING
I WAS NOT YOUR ALL THE MEDIOCRE PERSON
I COULDN'T ALWAYS HELP YOUR ALL DO THINGS
YOUR ALL ALSO MUST DONE BY YOURSELF
I COULDN'T ALWAYS BESIDE YOUR ALL
AND THAT WAS YOUR ALL THE THINGS
I CAN'T ALWAYS DONE FOR YOUR ALL
I'M VERY SORRY~
I REALLY NEED TIME FOR CALM DOWN
I ALREADY TIRED ON DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOUR ALL
AND YOUR ALL HAVE SOME IS COLLEGE AND UNIVERSITY STUDENT
YOUR ALL ALREADY MATURE
KNOW WHAT SHOULD DONE BY YOURSELF
I JUST A SECONDARY STUDENT I WOULDN'T A GENIUS
DON'T KNOW DO COLLEGE AND UNIVERSITY THE HOMEWORK
ALWAYS NEED ME ASK MY SISTER AND COUSIN
SOME MORE LET THEM BLAME AND SCOLD
BUT I NEVER BLAME AND COMPLAIN AT FRONT OF YOUR ALL
BECAUSE OF YOUR ALL WAS MY FRIEND
I DOES WANT HAPPEN QUARREL
BUT I NOW CANT BEAR AT ALL
I'M SORRY~
AND IS YOUR ALL WANTED HAVE QUARREL WITH ME
I DON'T KNOW STILL COULD SAY WHAT
NOW WE IS FRIEND,FUTURE ALSO WAS FRIEND
I JUST WANT CALM DOWN
GIVE ME TIME
I WOULD LET EVERYTHING CHANGE FROM WORSE
AND WON'T HAVE ANYTHING HAPPEN AGAIN
HOPE YOUR ALL COULD KNOW WHAT I SAY AT THAT TIME
TIRED NOW~
SO,BYE~

19/9/2009







Wake up at 6.30 a.m. in the morning........
Bacause wanted go for jogging.......
Today jogging alone,actually also very good when alone jogging........
But have a little bit rain don't know later will sick or not.......
Hehe~
Finish jogging went for shower.......
Because daddy want go out early then too rush didn't having breakfast.........
Then walk to bus stop cause they already wait at there.......
Finally bus reach then we chat-ING in the bus........
That you xian and ping zheng really very funny.......
Because of mok forget wanted stop at where and we keep on chat-ING so we over the bus stop......
Then we stop at front and walk back........
Then reach there we first go find weng han the present......
We find for so long finally find the present.......
Then go buy ping zheng present.......
His present very easy to buy so we find his present........
Then left me and mok we two the present is shoe........
The two shoe also very nice to see........
My shoe is grey colour,then mok is black........
They also say that shoe suit me but big size,but they also bought for me then mok that black shoe also very suit her.......
And we went to Chicken Rice Shop having our lunch.........
Even morning didn't having breakfast also didn't feel hungry.......
Then we go for taking photo........
WE four very funny when choose that background........
But we took the photo also very nice.......
Hehe~
Then after that we keep walk and we also went for buying shirt.......
I went to player bought a pair and a t-shirt........
Super love that player shirt and pair........
I also super love player the jacket but didn't bought........
Haiz~
Then also bought a grey t-shirt,that shirt was long and had a hat.........
Also super nice~love it too~
Later mok was very unhappy because she and me keep help they buy present and she didn't bought any shirt but i have.......
Then she say must bought only want back,we say she seem like a child.........
Haha~
Then finally she bought a t-shirt is blue colour and super suit she this chlid......
Haha~
Later that you xian what also didn't bought......
Me and mok say must he bought a shirt only can back........
HE say he want baby milo shirt and must bing bing ones........
Then we say always buy baby milo shirt then we don't let him bought........
So we say must bought something difference and special abit......
Then we call him bought a V shape t-shirt have few button at the center of the shirt.......
Some more is that shirt super suit him........
First time see he wear that type shirt me and mok think very nice.......
Then he say okay bought that shirt..........
Haha~
Finally we finish our shopping........
Because of mok want help her daddy work,you xian wanted went home prepare his thing,ping zheng wanted having dinner with parent and me also want attend dinner..........
So we went back early~Haiz~
Can't shopping~feel so boring~
Then we seperate at times square,mok went to ktm and we went to taking taxi.......
Because of outside ranniy then we took taxi back......
Cause of we first time taking taxi back from times square,we don't know need to buy taxi ticket......
Finally have a person telling us then we only know........
Funny is the taxi driver don't know want how go to kajang bus station........
OMG~is the third time taking taxi that taxi driver don't know go where i want.........
First time go to the ji wu stadium,second is midnight want back to kajang from that stadium third time is now go back to kajang from times square.........
OMG~
why so stupid?????always i taking taxi that driver also don't know go where i want.......
Actually also can't say that driver stupid cause kajang too unfamous.......
Finally that driver know how to go cause i telling her that route to kajang.......
So lucky is me not is a road blindness.......
Then we reach kajang,and alone back to daddy shop.......
Suddenly feel that the feeling very werid don't know what will happen soon.......
Feeling that something going happen on me but not sure is what.........
Feel that very scary and scare..........
Alone went to czip lee bought what my sister want but there does have.......
THen alone back again feel tired when walk and feel dizzy when walk.......
Lucky didn't fall down,cause don't know what will happen soon.........
Since i MUST go for see doctor again and having medicine again......
Haiz~HATE~
Lucky uncle come fetch me back for rest.......
Reach home then take a shower........
Later happen the thing i wouldn't want to say.......
NOTHING~
So,bye~

18/9/2009



Haiz~
Really not mood write blog,do anything,or else go shopping with friends or watching movie.......
Why was like this????you already didn't bother me for long time.......
I feel very sad,sorry,unhappy and worry very much.........
I don't like now the feel very much and feel scare will lost something........
Haiz~
Yesterday go music box sing k with mok,jia ping,weng han,you xian,wai yan and chee sim........
But don't have any mood sing just keep waiting something,but at last give mok them call and sing.......
And there the air condition really very cold until we all just jump,stand up and play at there........
Finally sing until sore thost and going not more sound,cause not mood then keep shout when singing song........
Because that heart feel very pain and suffer,and morning get shock when jogging cause that feel force until myself crying until going give that car knock.......
Lucky give my jeckson gor pull back,i'm sorry i know i useless,always do something you dislike,and going give car knock........
Anyway jeckson gor thank you helping me.........
Haiz~
Later night still wanted tuition,so scare that i can't concentrate at all,and can't control my emotions and i does't have any sound.......
And from exam start that day does't sleep at all and feel very tired........
At sing k time give lisa blame awhile,she say even i feel how suffer also can't make myself until so worse,and not need cry until wanted happened accident........
She keep on blame-ING,i know myself now really very worse,she wanted me control my emotion and must think properly when action........
Say the truth not you beside me i really can't concentrate at study and can't control my emotion at all even now have lisa helping me.........
Lisa wanted me put down those all thing first,happy abit when sing.........
Then keep on sing at there and finally reach we should go back........
When going back time,i and mok decide before wanted go metro kajang the new shop buy baby milo the shirt........
The whether still remains cold and rainy same with now the mood,finally walk to metro kajang........
Go to that shop and go find that t-shirt,then mok say that blue also very suit me she also like that yellow with greee very much,then we two go for pay money........
Finally buy a new shirt again........
Hehe~
Then we wanted go back cause wanted tuition at night.......
Mok wanted go back school waiting her mum cause kajang really very traffic jam.......
Reach tuition time......
At that time still sms-ING with sifu........
That time we two happen something until we two have some quarrel......
I really don't know wanted how why keep have quarrel with people........
Why i so useless keep make quarrel with people.......
Sifu,i'm sorry,i just know bring troublesome to you and quarrel with you.......
Haiz~
Started tuition,my mood still remains and can't concentrate at all.......
When teacher give us test for that biology paper I.......
But my brain really didn't function at all keep think other........
What going on to me?????
All question doesn't have one is answers by myself.......
Keep asking people answer........why so stupid.......
At last finish tuition,my daddy come fetch me.........
Because wanted go yumcha with jeckson gor cause my daddy wanted gathering with his friend......
Just left me then call gor come accompany me cause he at school have lion dance.......
But suddenly have something then he take me go back to school.......
Night go back school really have abit difference.......
Then we go oldtown yumcha.......
At there we chat-ING many thing of sad,happy,angry.........
He keep on blame-ING me at all.......
Haiz~
Gor,sorry your sister really stupid and useless........
NOthing can do,don't know action at all just know say sorry.........
Always need you help me do anything........
I'm sorry,i'm really sorry.........
After going back to daddy there and just be stupid girl a waiting him finish......
So tired until going fall asleep at there.......
I not dare sleep at all cause scare you reply me time i didn't answer you........
Keep waiting you.......
AT last,daddy okay,go back and wanted rest early cause tomorow wanted go times square........
Okay,wanted rest and no mood.......
Ohya,tomorow kajang will very traffic jam cause tomorow is hari raya eva........
So your all decide nice before going to kajang.......
Good night~

18/9/2009



Yesterday very late sleep......
Today morning wake up at 6.30.........
Because my gor finally promise me go for jogging......
He always also lie to me but today he finally come accompany me jogging.......
But wake up time feel very moody.......
Don't know why just keep look on the phone........
I still waiting someone reply me already very long still haven't reply me.......
Haiz~
Later go for jogging with jeckson gor......
He very funny,jogging also slow and tired than me.........
Me this body and health got problem also fast than him........
Nevermind,who call him long time didn't come jogging with me........
When jogging time,gor the face seem like very moody and strees on something.......
Then ask him what was going on........
He just silent at there........
Haiz~
Gor,have anything can tell me,don't keep in the heart.......
Me today also very moody,very unhappy and feel sad.......
But i still telling you what was happened........
Because even i know you couldn't help me but you will lend me your ear......
Silent at there and hear what i going to say........
And you also lend me your shoulder for crying awhile.........
I already have abit fine.......
So i hope you could tell me what was going on tonight when we go for yumcha........
Maybe me this do sister could help you some.........
Today the hold jogging just see me stay say something and cry.......
The jogging was not fun at all......
Gor,thank you lend me your ear and shoulder........
Maybe i know that i cry and just stay there wait is useless.......
You wanted me action.......
But i also must follow what that person want......
Maybe that person does want me action go and find that people........
So i just can wait.......
But i don't know my patience can wait until when.......
I only know my patience also got a limit want.....
I really hope today could receive that person the message........
I was waiting for you.......
After jogging went back home for shower......
Because later wanted went out to play.......
Started holiday,must go for fun and relax.........
Haiz~
But seem like no mood at all........
What happenend to me?????
Hey nicole,could you happy just put down those thing first.......
Go for fun first,play until happy don't keep thing those thing.......
You just think didn't action at all also useless........
Why you so useless want.........
Want that people reply you then go find that person.........
Why so useless........really is a stupid people........
Okay,no mood write at all and wanted go out......
Then,bye~