Who am I.......



Excuse me,here have anyone could tell me who am I......
I really wanted know who am I.......
A people????A rubbish????An air????o else????
Who am I????myself also no sure isn't i still have any quanlification go for asking people who am I......
I feel that and also seem that i was a stupid girl......
What i wanted,what i thinking,what i doing myself also don't know i where dare go for asking people who am I and even i does't have any quanlification ask that......
Everyone even my friend,my cousin,my uncle or aunt also feel that i alive until very happy,very happiness does't have any problem in my life because they say i have a good and happiness family......
They say they very admire me because i have a very love me the daddy,got many good sister,and also brother.......
But i never think before that i have anything can let them admire me......
I have a good and happiness family then so what,its does't is mine......
What i had now also not mine,what belongs to me already gone.....
What my daddy also gone,that live with me does't was my daddy,he does't is last time very love me the daddy......
Nowadays went back just know wanted how to blame me and slap me,does't caring of me.....
I really don't know what did he thinking in his mind and also don't know he wanted what.......
What my good sister all gone......
They say very admire because i have a bigger than me than sister.......
Actually nothing can let your all admire because that does not is my sister.......
Got sister then so what,got sister just equal to does't have sister.......
Because my sister also not very like me..........
We two always quarrel when meet together.........
My cousin just only same my sister when we meet together we does't have anything wont say,sure say until crazy.......
So what they say i have a happiness family all also lie people........
What had they see from eye was incorrect.......
When really with my family only know that truth......
So i wouldn't feel happy when with my family.......
Because it will make my mood some more worse and have that all i does't want the quarrel......
I feel very tired on my family and feel bored with them.......
Even how i go and caring or good with them also wasted........
Won't have any good ending at last.......
Some more worse so i won't wanted caring and good to them anymore.......
Tha hold family good and caring me just have my aunt and cousin........
They seem like is my mother and sister......
I love them most......
Anyway i hate to answers about my family.......
Because i does't have a good family at all.......
Don't even try to ask about them........
Actually until now i wanted know who am i????
But seem like can't get any answers.......