Tired tired tired.........





Nowadays i feel so so so tired.......
I wanted go for rest......
Wanted rest until forever......
Isn't me can sleep for forever does't wake up anymore????
I really hope that i can do it a.......
Because nowadays really many things happen suddenly.......
I feel very scare at all those things.......
Now i wanted to rest does't wanted settle those all things......
I really have think before does't wanted settle those all problem......
Wanted rest rest rest......
But i hear what you say before and remember what you say before.......
You say if i never settle those all things you wont wanted talk to me anymore......
So i choose hear what you say to me......
So that i go for settle those all problem because i know that you wanted me happy already do many things on it......
I feel very happy and touch you really wanted make me happy......
And just you can make me feel happy from that heart even the heart already gone......
Heart gone already but i still wanted you can really feel happy then you wanted me do what also can ......
Even i how try hard go for settle those all problem but still can't get that answers i wanted.....
Even i can't get the answers i wanted but i still try my best to do it.......
Finally i settle half of the problem.......
The problem have relationship with myself,my family,my friend and have relationship about i will move or not........
But i already settle half of it,but my mood still remains.......
The mood still remains moody,still so down......
This week i already cry for everyday i wanted to stop it but can't.......
But the tear still drop......drop until i don't know wanted how to cry already......
Who can help me????god????you????me????
I just wanted myself back,my mood back........
But nowadays i feel very tired and tired already don't want think too much on it.......
I just wanted rest let my mind can reset clear.......
I really very lack of sleep already.......
I always also hope can sleep very well when i lying on the bed but even i early go for sleep it still remains i also late close my eye......
Or not i close my eye for the 1 or 2 hours then wake up again.......
It still remains i have sleep also equals to i does't sleep at all......
You can help me sleep well????
How you calling me sleep early i also will hear but is the same i still lack of sleep still feel very very very tired.......
Isn't my spirit feel tired or the brain feel tired or my body feel tired a????
I just wanted know the answers.......
I really really very tired already........
When i can really go for rest????